~ I Love The Way ~

I love the way you tell me that I always look beautiful

and the way you make me laugh like no one else

I love the way you move the hair away from my eyes

and then kiss me on my face

I love the way you care for me

and hold me so near and dear to your heart

I love the way you put your hands around my waist
and make me feel safe

I love the way you sing to me at random moments

and look at me and smile

I love the way you protect me
the way a noble knight would for his princess

I love the way you hug me

and leave the smell of your cologne on my clothes

I love the way you’d give me a gift with a thought that counts

and a home-made card

I love the way you’ll always be there for me
and always have my back

I love the way you speak your mind

and tell me about your opinions

I love the way you’re not afraid to cry
and show your feelings

I love the way you talk to me
and woo me with you’re dorky pick-up lines

I love the way you call me in the evening just to say: ” I LOVE YOU” 
and say how much you missed me

I love the way you tell your friends about me
and smile when you do

I love the way you look at me
the way your eyes stare deep into mine

I love the way you whisper into my ear

the way your voice sounds so close to me

I love the way you do all of these
and the fact that you’re not ashamed to do it

I love the way you treat me,

and I’m glad to be yours

So many things I love about you
it’s hard to name them all…

~ I’m Back ~

Here….i’m back

I hadn’t even

noticed I was gone

but

I must have

been

because 

I found

no sight

of me

I thought

I saw a 

glimpse

Of me

I was

but a

memory

a shade of

what had been

or could 

have been

had I not

gone missing..

~ I Lost Him ~

And I lost him once again

First time I lost him 

The day I saw him

Again I lost him 

When he came closer 

Then I lost him 

The day I trust him

Lost him again 

The day he broke my trust

Once more I lost him

When I found him again

But….

I lost him forever 

The day I saw him talking to others 

Online for hours….

~I can only pray~

Today I don’t fear losing 
Anything or anyone

Anymore

I can only pray

Love heals

Storm passes by

Time ticks away 

I am mere spectators

Few endured

Some fought the battle

Lost their way

I don’t fear 

losing anything

Anyone,anymore 

I only pray

Many faces existed

In my yesterday

They left without saying 

Without any prior notice

Departed in sun’s mellow ray

Tears have dried

Sometimes flow

Unknowingly 

I have no fear of losing 

Anything or anyone

Anymore

I Learnt to move forward.

~ I wanna be ~

I don’t wanna be His wife

I wanna be the love of his life 

 I don’t  wanna be a woman on his bed

I wanna be a woman on his mind

I don’t wanna be his easy task

I wanna be someone he struggle for, till the last

I don’t wanna be someone he have

I wanna be someone he wish he had

I don’t wanna be his reality

I would love to remain his fantasy

I don’t wanna be someone he write about 

I wanna be someone he read about

I don’t wanna be someone, He show to the whole world 

I wanna be the someone, He hide from the world

I don’t wanna be someone the world forget about 
I wanna be someone the world talk about

No,

I don’t wanna be his wife

I wanna be the love of his life….